antony to cleopatra

hey do you ever just shiver all over your skin and get scared all of a sudden i don't ever haha just kidding i prickle on the daily and with that great disaster called desire no less can you possibly imagine the terrifying ordeal of me in nine feather boas and eyeliner black as grief winged out to tomorrow coiled up on the sidewalk outside the obligatory party in a fit of wanting do you hear that in the distance i think i can hear something i think i hear forty thousand bees yes or no i think now that i reconsider i can hear at least fifty thousand but possibly ninety thousand bees in the distance and they're headed downtown just like i am see i'm not so different from the bees and neither are you yanno i walked downtown just like a cloud of desire bees like yesterday i hit a fence with my own face i was grooving so hard with the gorgeous stars up in the sky the air was dry so you could see the big hot ones the little ones and the cold ones you just can't see most days just like boys you feel me i feel me too ha ha hey when's the last time desire swarmed you and licked you clean of all your pollen huh ate it like sugar on a teacake that long huh damn you gotta get out more for me it happens every other day at least i get a bouquet so to speak from my suitor that is this slow dust storm of my life oh your life is a storm too little cupcake but you choose its whirling materials i got dibs on dust let's split outta this dirt diner i'm sick of this muddy coffee and my sundae is soup let's go to a bar with a dance floor let's go down the street to where the less scary boys hang out and get frisky or something i feel some of that terrible desire tickling at my skin's ribs and i'm either gonna cough out my ribcage in one piece or get some terrific unknown fellow traveler dick and slash or pussy just fall so deep into the pit of your own self you come out the other side you feel me i feel me too ha ha i've got the check honey i owe you from before grab your overcoat and handbag it's time to dance scary and They don't wanna kiss with girls who dance this scary but that won't change a thing about me and you and these bipp buzzing cemetery scuzzin' little feet of ours and don't you forget it when the sun rises

joyless may we one day no longer be